November. The most tiring month for me. I have to juggle so many things in my hands and I'm so occupied. Juggled with my training sessions, my brother's wedding transportation preparations and some problems which seems to me have no endings to it.
I was totally stressed out and people don't seems to understand about it. Seems to me, I'm their problem solver. If they want to get anything, just look for me. But hey! Why can't they do that?Are they being stupid or just seeking attention? Even a simple task, they can't execute it. This really getting on my nerves at times. I wish all of these people would wake up in their dreamland and come back to their senses!
Now my aches are coming back to me. Been having these aches ever since first week of November and now, its going to be one month already. Although I have been to the massage therapy for a very good massage, its only for a short while. Now its back hunting me again and I can't even do well during my training sessions.
Stating about training sessions, this month is really a bad month for me. This is because of the raining season. It affects me so much as I can't do much throws and all I can afford to do is to do weights and endurance training. All I can hope for is to see the sun shining for at least a week or two before the training stops for two weeks for the holiday and school reopens season.
6 December 2008. I managed to endure it without any problems at all. No traumatic and depression issues. Its been four years now. Living as a disabled. A truly blessing in disguise.
