Wow!!
Its been about two months I've last updated my blog. Well I'm quite busy actually. Busy with my trainings and I would like to say my thanks to my mentor and coach for their patience and perseverance towards me. Seems that I've been actually improving much. So much that at times during my training sessions, I've beaten my own personal best record.
I've also have done some cross training here and there for the past two months. I've tried sailing, seen and also tried wheelchair basketball, but my passion is athletics. The field events of course.
I just simply love to be in the outdoor. Out there in the sun, perspiring myself out, getting myself tanned each day during training.
For the past three weeks or so, I've been keeping myself updated with the paralympic games in Beijing over the IPC website. Oh man! The disabled athletes doing their own respective field event, really inspiring me. Inspiring me to be in the London 2012 paralympic games. As from now onwards, I'm willing to sacrifice everything just to be the best and make the nation proud of me. My mentor have also been encouraging me and to make myself dedicated to the games I'm in now. He's been reminding me that to be the best, I must sacrifice everything. Then my reward shall come. The medals.
Now I'm truly focused, dedicated and willing to do all out. I just can't wait to have my own personal throwing chair. My mentor also been asking me if I'm willing to get myself a racing chair so as to get myself involve in pentathlon. That is five events. Three throwing events & two racing events. As for the racing events, I think it will be the 800 meters and the 1500 meters if I'm not mistaken. Still have yet to check on that though.
Now that the festive season is just around the corner, I'm so afraid that I cannot cope up with my depression when it strikes on me again. Just simply hate it. I don't know why and don't even bother to ask me about it. I just hope that everything goes well and the festive season sailed through with an ease. Just keep my fingers crossed that I won't do all that nasty stuffs again.
I hope that my coach will give about a few days time grace for the festive season. I'm just too determined and focus right now. I really want to go to the London paralympic games in 2012 but then next year will be the SEA games. A good chance for me to shine and show others what I'm capable of. Before I'm going to the SEA games, I will be leaving to Australia for some invitational games. Can't wait to be there too. Next year will be a lot of games coming out here and there. Just the right time for me to shine.
