My goodness.. What is happening to me? Suicide is always in my mind & my depression is killing me throughout the weekends. I really hate the weekends as I don't have much activities to do & the weather is quite bad for me.
Rainy days is a good day for some people because it's very cooling & a very good day to rest, especially on weekends. As for me, its a really bad, tiring & painful day for me. Because of its coolness, I'm suffering from my nerve pains again & depression.
Nerve pains & depression. Best tag team ever to kill me & destroy my day.
Lucky for me, I have good friends to talk things out with me & manage to calm me down before I do anything stupid which can cause serious damage to me.
Thanks guys for helping & calming me down.
That's all for today.
Still feeling drowsy from my medications.
R.I.P
