ARGHHH!!!!!
NOT ANOTHER WEEKEND!!!
Each & everytime the weekend is around, I'll get freaked up & out of sudden my depression, boredom, anxiety all reaching to its climax killing me in an instant.
But..
Saturday was good. Able to keep myself busy & occupied. Did a little bit of springcleaning to my room & my wardrobe, rearrange all my stuffs in my workstation & throw away all the unnecessities. Later in the evening, went over to my friend's place to attend his wedding banquet. It was fun. Meet all those old friends in which I have not meet since 2005. Gosh! 3 years do fly by fast. Eating & talking about their current activities as well as asking what have I been doing so far.
This is the part where I hate most. Asking me foolish questions. I just gave them a blank smile & kept quiet. Hahaha.. The best way to keep them shut up for a moment. Stayed there till around 1 am & back home for a good night rest.
Sunday.. I was sleeping the whole day through. No plans. Nothing.
Decided to go online for a while to do some research & at the same time, to chat over the msn.
That's why I like the weekedays so much because that is when I can go to work & meet my friends & do our work together. Doing work at home is rather boring & my ideas seems not to be as creative as at work.
*Sigh*
Depression is getting bad to worst.
What shall I do?
*Sigh*
R.I.P
My goodness.. What is happening to me? Suicide is always in my mind & my depression is killing me throughout the weekends. I really hate the weekends as I don't have much activities to do & the weather is quite bad for me.
Rainy days is a good day for some people because it's very cooling & a very good day to rest, especially on weekends. As for me, its a really bad, tiring & painful day for me. Because of its coolness, I'm suffering from my nerve pains again & depression.
Nerve pains & depression. Best tag team ever to kill me & destroy my day.
Lucky for me, I have good friends to talk things out with me & manage to calm me down before I do anything stupid which can cause serious damage to me.
Thanks guys for helping & calming me down.
That's all for today.
Still feeling drowsy from my medications.
R.I.P
Phew!!!
So busy on my weekdays til I don't have the time to update my blog. I think the best way to update is by doing it on every Sundays. So blog hoppers, just wait patiently on my blog because as from now to a later date in time, I will be very busy with my schedule.
Sorry for the
inconvenience caused.
